As I sit in class
I see them stare
I Hear them gossip
And I feel their judgement
Try to pass it off
And try not to care
That all to familiar lump arises in my throat
And I begin to feel insucure
My hands begin to shake
And my heart begins to race
But still I try to listen
And I try to learn
And I try to write my notes
But as I try I wonder
Is it my hair?
My make-up?
My second-hand uniform?
Or just me
And my need not to blend in
But I can see clearly
See through their masks
I can see their fake
When they are home
Their carefully done hair
Is placed in a messy bun
Their fake nails
Begin to ache
And their make-u
The summer breeze plays with my hair
As i lay in the cool grass
Of our local meadow
From here home
Feels so
Close . . .
'Till someone whispers the truth
Home is miles away
As i turn my head
To the other side
Away from the one speaking those lies
I Imagion
I am there
Home Home Home
I stand and walk out my bedroom door
To attend my morning classes
And as i shut my door
A sad smile appears on my lips
As I sit in class
I see them stare
I Hear them gossip
And I feel their judgement
Try to pass it off
And try not to care
That all to familiar lump arises in my throat
And I begin to feel insucure
My hands begin to shake
And my heart begins to race
But still I try to listen
And I try to learn
And I try to write my notes
But as I try I wonder
Is it my hair?
My make-up?
My second-hand uniform?
Or just me
And my need not to blend in
But I can see clearly
See through their masks
I can see their fake
When they are home
Their carefully done hair
Is placed in a messy bun
Their fake nails
Begin to ache
And their make-u
The summer breeze plays with my hair
As i lay in the cool grass
Of our local meadow
From here home
Feels so
Close . . .
'Till someone whispers the truth
Home is miles away
As i turn my head
To the other side
Away from the one speaking those lies
I Imagion
I am there
Home Home Home
I stand and walk out my bedroom door
To attend my morning classes
And as i shut my door
A sad smile appears on my lips
So, I have this "other username" that I've wanted to use for AGES... but always get put off, just because so many of you know me as "KellyJane".
It wasn't a problem... UNTIL DA DECIDED TO GIVE ME THE OPTION TO CHANGE MY USERNAME.
Goddamnit. XD
Edit: I don't want to say what the other username is yet because (this sounds SO childish!) I'm worried someone might steal it. XD
I walk through the door
I cross the room
And step in
I close the screen behind me
and turn the taps
water pulses on my body
Drowning out the sounds of the world
Water drips down my chest
And my back
And i feel it wash away the events of that day
I feel them washing down the drain
That days tension and stress
As my back spasms under the hot water
I feel my sins wash down the drain
Every thing bad i did
Is gone with the water
I turn the taps off
And i return to reality
I step out
And the room is steamy from the heat
I wipe it off the mirror
And stare at my self for a moment
Before grabbing a towel
I open the
Alright my Lovelies
I shall be moving to a new account because the Username of this one is horribly embarrassing. Valkyries-Grave (https://www.deviantart.com/valkyries-grave) Is where I am from now on ;)
alright my pritties
Im Doing my Research project on same-sex marriage
Could you ALL please complete this http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/8QXZ5BW survey!!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEEEAAASSSEEEEEE!
Comments are helpful so long as they relate to the Question, And please only answer EITHER the "If you agree why" OR they "if you disagree why."
Thankies!!!
Val
Hello all
I know its been a long time since i posted any thing and just wanted to say hello.
I also wanted to say i was going to start posting some photos of my cosplays, because thats always good fun :)
Well thats it for now
Ta da
Val